Post #5

[alice_abernathy]

Well I went to the party, saw Jack again and decided Dick's batter off with her for the time being. Had a drink, talked a bit... it was... fun I guess. I answered another question, I don't think my answer went over too well. But how else was I supposed to answer? It's not like I went out looking for people to kill, like it was all a big game. "Kill five people and win a prize. Kill ten and win this nice teddy bear! And if you get twenty... well then you get a goldfish!" *she snorts and shakes her head* Every time I've killed I only did it because I had no other choice. It was either them or me or them or my friends. The people I... shuffled off the mortal coil weren't innocents any more than I am. So the question could be would they have enjoyed killing me? Probably so...

I don't know what I'm doing here anymore, all the various peoples thoughts are like pissed-off hornets buzzing around in my head. Even with Jack I kept seeing things that were oddly similar to what I saw in his mind. Weird. When I signed up to work for Umbrella I did not sign up for the extra special bonus plan that included the ability pick up peoples brain waves or whatever. Gotta find a way to tune everything out somehow.